SO YEAH. Today was a trip lol. Well mostly it was normal day stuff I guess lol. But crazy ending XZD Mostly just ... waking up... lazing around... then X came and we went to wal-mart and Denny's and both overate and then we like... were singing stuff to the Dr Mario fever tune instead of talking... for like 3 hours. And I was doing this and reading off labels to things in Wal-Mart and these girls just started laughing when I looked at them and saw they were like watching me do this. I mean, I just laughed, too. We didn't say anything to each other... the four of us just laughed together for a minute. And then we all just went on our way LOL. It felt really nice, kinda like a social triumph for me, I guess.

I got some VERNORS and SQUIRT yayayayayayay. I am a soda fiend. It will be my downfall.

Then we came back here and my dad made some weird joke I think and it was funny. IDK I just remember my dad laughing which is nice because I like when my father is happy because he usually just seems displeased with me and I feel bad. But he was happy so it was good. And then X played Plants vs Zombies on my computer and got to the second set of stages. And then we were still singing and laid around on the couch because like I was really full and we listened to Da'Zoo but not really and then I made some tea.

Anyway then we played Final Fantasy IX... after SOOO long lol. We started at Ipsen's Castle and got to the 4th disc. The only thing we did on 4th disc was like... grab Ultima Weapon for Zidane, collect the last Stellazios and get the Hammer, and synth some weapons at Black Mage Village but ummm I think we pretty much threw away some good equipment doing it........... but oh well. We still have pretty much all the best stuff, and X kinda forced me to give up on completion so we're just going to clear the game with the Hammer and be done with it XZD

Some random things about FF9:

* I'm starting to appreciate Kuja a lot more. Like, I mean, he was OK but this was the first FF game I played all the way through and back then I was really indifferent to him. But now I REALLY love him I think o_o I think he's really interesting. Plus it's REALLY fun to do his voice. He's my fav character to voice, actually. If they made a FF9 remake with voice I would like be murdering people so that I could do the voice for Kuja LOL. lmao I love doing voices. X ruins a lot of dramatic and cool parts in it by being too embarassed to put any emotions into it though :\

* There are like so many sexy things in this game. Like the guardian thingy at Ipsen's Castle omfg ♥♥ And then the Earth Temple guardian was really hot, and of course Odin, and then previously Cid and his aides... and um, then I forgot how hot Garland was as well *_*! And like even the enemies on Terra were like... sexy XZDDD Especially that like mantisy crazy thing. And kinda the turtle thing and Malboros are always hotness. But omg Ipsen's Castle monster thing <3 <3 <3 <3

* WE ARE REALLY OVERPOWERED. LMAO We were like lv 71 when we started disc 4, and plus doing Choco Hot&Cold got us like... best weapons and stuff O_o so yeah we can pretty much kill anything and don't even need to train for the rest of the game (I mean my save that I cleared the game with the first time had like level 54 Zidane and like REALLY crappy weapons and abilities because I just ran through and didn't try to quest or anything...

ANYWAY, after playing FF9 I freaking got stung by a wasp like 4-5 times. I don't really feel like explaining detail to this because I already did in an email and gcmb, but basically it crawled up my pants leg and got caught around my knee. I didn't even know it was in there and was just freaking out because my leg was stinging really bad, then I felt a hard thing in my pants, shook it out, and it was wasp corpse :( :( I feel terrible about its death, but I mean there was nothing I could do. I didn't even realize what was going on until after I had killed it. Plus if I didn't kill it I would've just gotten stung like a billion times.

This is my first time being stung by a wasp and I guess I'm not allergic. Though is anyone on the first sting? But after all those stings I hope I don't get stung any more... lol >_> I don't know why there was a wasp in the freaking OFFICE, but yeah... now I'm really paranoid and every little thing is now a ghost wasp.

I still love bugs though. Even wasps in a twisted way lmao. And if it was not a wasp it was some other hymenopteroid, but since I received multiple stings I am guessing it was a wasp. It's not a yellowjacket though. I mean it's not brightly colored. But it has wasp body and wings. However, the corpse (which was not in bad condition, just a little crunched) had no stinger... but I mean it had a place that looked like ripped off stinger. But it def stung me multiple times. It still kinda burns but it's not so bad. At first it was kinda crazy though. But like if I move around and the pants leg like rubs against some of the stings it burns.

OK I think I ended up explaining it even more here X_X;

There is this really cool BerryzKOBO song playing on my playlist right now, but winamp won't display the tagged title and it's just some c/w and I have not like been obsessed with Berryz for like... years and years... so I have no idea what this song is anymore :( I mean, I know it's not a single but that's all I know. OK I was about to post the lyrics that played next but they were like so cheesy that it's embarassing and also I am never sure if I'm hearing lyrics write in songs. And plus there are only TWO people on my FL that even know what H!P is, and one doesn't even listen to Berryz... sooo yeah not going to ask all of lj what it is. But this song is so cool <3 <3

I just wrote something really long that didn't even make sense, so I deleted it lol. I mean it wasn't emo or mean or anything, just like... so random. And I tried to write "passionate" and wrote "paisshonat" X_X;;;

IM REALLY FREAKING TIRED. I'm just going to sleep now XZD omfg wasps all over me XZDDDD

I hope I have a dream where like... I am a researcher under Gate and like am in a serious relationship with Isoc but get raped by Scaravich. omfg ( sudden spoilers for mmx6 lmfao )

And as bad as I feel for INAFKING, I'm still glad they made X6 because like it is soooo freaking sexy and had cool music and awesome characters and like a cool story and is really hard and just FUN FUN FUN I LOVE MMX6.

OMFGGGGG what if they like... started a new Mega Man series, but it was just like... remakes of the old games, but like... REALLY insanely done remakes, not like Maverick Hunter X or Powered Up. Like, they could make them psuedo 3D like MMX8, but start from Mega Man 1. And add like much more detailed stories and have complete voice acting and stuff. And I don't even care if they retcon stuff because ummm the entire MMX series was so messed up anyway that they need to make it more fluid and consistent anyway. And they could go through the first 9 MM games, then maybe even make a "bridge" game in between MM and MMX, like, the very last adventure Rock ever had before he was retired, and throughout the story, Light could be working on X. omg omg omg omg omg.

CAN YOU IMAGINE LIKE

PHARAOH MAN IN A CURRENT-GEN TITLE WITH VOICE AND EVERYTHING OMFG. Why did I never fantasize about this before? OMFG BUBBLE MAN AND MAGNET MAN AND TOAD MAN AND DIVE MAN AND SEARCH MAN AND CUT MAN AND OMG OMG OMG <3 <3 <3

PS YOU GUYS I LOVE MEGA MAN. JUST FYI.

OMFG seriously phantom wasps. This is outta control T_T I'm gonna die of fear. Like I just keep freaking out and scratching everywhere. Uggggh I'm like tired to the point where I'm getting like... indigestion??? or something, IDK but it just BURNS. YOU KNOW LIKE LUNGS.

omfgggggggggggggggggggggggg all new mega man remakes <3 that would be so awesome. I'd pay $100 for each title LOL. SERIOUSLY CAPCOM PLEASE.

srsly tho SLEEP NOW WTF.


BTW WHILE I WAS WRITING ALL THAT MM CRAP

FIRST OH SUMMER QUEEN PLAYED. I MISS SOUTHERN ALL STARS.
BUT THEN CODE CRUSH PLAYED. RED x AXL IS SO MUCH LOVE LMFAO.
omfgggg why did I just have like the hugest Mega Man fangirl moment. WHO ELSE BUT ME OH WELL.
FREAKING PHANTOM WASPS IM SERIOUS T_T

PS: I'm seriously considering becoming a vegetarian. It will be hard though because all I eat is chicken and I also love chicken so ummmmmmm yeah idk. But I really want to do it. Like my super smart friend Nans is really convincing me to. But I really do agree with her and she is smart about this stuff. But like I don't have a lot of willpower, plus I'd have to buy a large variety of non-meat foods, and also I really love going to BWW and Denny's w/ my friends or family but those are like ALL meat. I guess pancakes are not meat but lol I like getting meaty things T_T and BWW is like... ALL chicken restaurant T_T srsly though like all restaurants are all-meat it seems tho O_o

wow that was such a mood change.

I wish I was not tired so I could have more intricate MMX fantasies right now lmfao. IDK after going crazy about hypothetical unrealistic MM remakes, I am like totally having happy thoughts about Pharaoh Man. WHY him, I don't know XZD

Ummmmmmm and despite thinking mermaids are hot (omg Seriri *_*!) I have no attraction toward Splash Woman. I mean she's cute but. I mostly just have fun blowing her up with Hornet Chaser. OMFG HORNET MAN I LOVE HORNET MAN.

WHY DO I LOVE MEGA MAN SO MUCH. LIKE I MEAN BEYOND THE GAMEPLAY LMFAO.

omg i'm so freaking tired. what is wrong with me. phantom waspsssssssssss

OH ANT: If you're still desperate for things to do, how about playing MMX5 and MMX6? Srsly they are really awesome T_T

I had a dream that I was showing some friends from OH UNLIMITED:Saga and they like really loved it and thought it was amazing. That's a good dream XZDDD That's about all there was to it, lol. There was a part that had a cutscene and it didn't look like U:Sg at all. Like the art was reminiscent of Ai Shimai and it was like Laura and Ruby in a bed and like talking about something and crying, and then my friend was crying and was like THAT WAS AMAZING. So maybe it's a really unrealistic dream, but I still love U:Sg so w/e.



I think I am the only person in the world who could receive these three things in a package, lmao. Like no one else has such random taste as me X_x; I could see Ricky enjoying the book and the game. But that's about it. No one else I know would like all three of these things LMAO. But seriously I LOOOOOOOVE all three. Like FFTA was one of my fav games, Ishiguro is like my fav author, and Da'Zoo is freaking AWESOME.

Anyway, I started playing FFTA2 and it is really fun. I'm not very far. I'm just going to make a like/dislikes chart b/c I'm too lazy to ramble. Yup, I'm that bad:

+ Hard mode!!
+ I actually have allies DIE! It's actually a little difficult!
+ LOOT SYSTEM
+ CID
+ Green mage job class!!!!
+ Lots of new job classes XZD
+ CID IS FREAKING SEXY
+ The viera white mages are like *___* (I mean the way they look LOL)
+ Difficult to obtain items/skills at beginning of game (DIFFICULTY!!!)
+ CID IS HOT
+ I find myself changing job classes often instead of sticking to one thing
+ Bigger variety of STUFF
+ MP system
+ SO MUCH HOT CID
+ Dispatch missions playable without dispatch
+ Missions other than just fighting
+ Pretty much every system has been improved.

- Cannot control Cid in battle wtf.
- Cid is only around during story missions :\
- ACCURACY IS INSANE. Like you are just ALWAYS accurate. You can't miss :(
- Archer is extremely overpowered/unbalanced because of previous point.
- Black magic is even MORE overpowered...
- Should be more Cid scenes... with like CG stills and erotic shots.
- Game moves REALLY slowly (like, animations/moving takes forever to purposely elongate game)


Overall I am LOVING THIS GAME though. AND CID. OMG I NEED TO MAKE CID ICON. WHY AM I USING ADLER ICON? OMG SQUID RHYMES WITH CID. I LOVE CID.

Someone on Y!Personals actually paid for a subscription so they could contact ME. Of all people...

I mean I guess I should feel flattered but I just feel guilty and scared.

It's a person I want to talk to, too, though...

But like, IDK, spending money just to send me an email?! That makes me feel horrible ._.

I want to like... pay them back lol.

Now I feel so... bad. Because I know I'm going to disappoint them. I mean, it's me.

Gah. Why is this so stressful??

I want Kentucky Grilled Chicken O_o

And I've been like uber depressed lately.

I hate letting people down.

Maybe I won't? Maybe I can be a normal, functioning, likable human being for once?!

I can hope. I can hope. Can't get down, right???? T_T

I need to clean the office. Like, badly.

I want Kentucky Grilled Chicken.

omfg I already said that X_X I'm a fat kid. Out of control. My lucky stars.

Started from a prompt for a summer-themed contest. This is only the first chapter. Draft 1.5

Title: ?????????
Fandom: Harvest Moon (Another Wonderful Life)
Pairings: so far none, hinted Pony x Griffin and Muffy x Griffin though.
Genre: Romance/Drama
Rating: K+-T?

Overall, I'm really unhappy with this. It feels forced in many places even though I wasn't really forcing it. It just reeks of bad writing throughout :( And there's so much shameless Griffy fangirling in it. I can't help it D:??

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( Please R&R??????????? )

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Uh, food? Soap? IDK.

Anyway, I played Sonic Unleashed! It's ... actually pretty cool. The story is fun to watch and the characters are really cute (I forgot how much I love Sonic and Tails ♥♥). In the opening scenes, Eggman's mustache looked like real hair and I was soooo happy. Chip is kindof annoying. Pickles is cute.

The day stages are really fun but I suck at really fast stuff like this so it's kinda hard for me LOL. But I mean hard in a good way. And I can still clear the stages, but getting the best ranks is going to be tough.

The night stages are actually pretty fun, but they are REALLY LONG. And speaking of really long, there's a boss battle that takes like 15 minutes if you complete it the fastest! I missed hitting the boss ONCE and it made it take almost 19 minutes instead -_-; SOOO I hope there's not more of that crap. (The Tornado ministage thing also seemed to go on forever...)

Sadly it seems better to just spam X or Y while on the ground when fighting (as Werehog). Like, I spent all my EXP getting my fighting skill or whatever to level 10, and I learned a bunch of moves, but they all seem pretty pointless... I mean, they're fun but it seems more efficient to just spam short punches for weaker enemies and long punches for more armored ones or bigger ones or ones with stronger attacks... -_-;

The talking to people in towns is SO ANNOYING. Like, it's the only thing that I don't like about the game so far. Even the super long boss thing was mildly fun, and by the time I was getting VERY sick of it, I only had a couple hits left to finish it off. And even though the night stages are long, they're still fun to explore and stuff. But like talking to people in towns is like... so pointless, but like you have to do it just incase someone says something important or gives you something it seems :( Plus you gotta search out the shop ppls and make sure you buy all the foods for chip (well, I think you need to buy all the foods for Chip, lol... IDK, I'm just feeding him one of everything) and buy the souvenirs and stuff.

Finding the sun/moon token things in the day stages is going to be a PAIN. Becuase you're like ZOOM ZOOM ZOOM and sometimes there are alternate paths and most of the time I don't even know what's going on, I'm just trying to catch up to the stage mentally and like preparing myself to hit a button prompt or attack something. I can't look for tokens too o_o; Though I did see a couple tokens that I missed in the uh... Act 2 of the first world (I can't remember what anything is called right now) and ummmm yeah one I don't even know how to reach it XZDDD One I just need to um, NOT go fast at that part... or like miss the jump or something, or just go backwards if I do accidentally go forward. Because it's like... in this place where you normally just jump and zoom over it 9_9;

Oh yeah and AMY IS IN IT YAY

Willow & Tara. Though I think it's mainly because I love Tara. I really like any couple in that show, really, lmao. I wish I owned every season of Buffy on DVD ._. (and Angel)

Today has been a an actually very good day. ( Read more... )

So, I mades a new playlist. It's like... game themes playlist??? LOL. It has like... themes from games, or songs that otherwise "encompass" a game to me XZDDDDD So only like, main themes or image songs or ending themes... stuff like that. Or variations on them.

Here's what's on it so far... but I want to add more stuff to it, but I could only use like... the OSTs and random MP3s I already had... too lazy to download/buy new stuff...

NEWAYZ here's what's on it (alphabetical by game series):

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And yeah, I'd like to add a bunch more to it, but I don't have the music myself :( One thing I'm sadly missing is the English version of "Melodies of Life" ... Why is it not on any soundtrack CDs?!?! I'd also like the opening themes from NeoAngelique and Hanjuku HERO 4, the credits or pause menu theme from Viva Pinata (main theme), etc. There's a ton more stuff that should be on here, though D:

1. When did you start writing?

I've always written -- like, ever since I was able to. When I was in elementary school, I loved to write stories. I also wrote in a diary regularly. My parents even bought me a typewriter so I could type stories out. I've always just had a lot of ideas randomly and wanted to write them out, I guess. But now I kinda force myself to come up with ideas, and it's not as good. But even now, if you can tell by my lj posts, I just love to type away. IDK, I guess I've always liked communication through words. Speech as well as written language.

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ign.com >_>;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

anyway, Pokémon Heart Gold & Soul Silver sound SO FREAKING AMAZING. I seriously CANNOT WAIT. I'm trying not to learn too much about them b/c I want to be surprised by them, but I still get curious and peek a bit. And omfg they are probably going to be the best Pokémon games to date if they do the same kind of job they did with FRLG and have these features that they're going to have *______________*!!!!!!!!!!

In other news, um, I got to the second world in Banjo-Tooie but it's just so ... not fun... so IDK how much I'll play it. I got Root Beer Tapper (lol) and got a couple of achievements in it. I keep going for the 7000 on level 1, but I seriously have gotten like 6500+ and just missed 7000 before dying, and it's making me really mad lol. I got to level 15 in Restaurant City but it keeps doing something stupid so I just saved and quit.

I played Viva Pinata 2 for a while today... got a few master romancers and the race master thing. Can't understand how to unblock the Swanana. Like, it says to pay a weedling to do it, and I just payed her tons of money, including 1337 chocolate coins, and she just wanders around and does nothing (I have to TELL HER to get rid of weeds WTF). I want to get the scorpion thing!!!! It's so cool looking. I hope it doesn't get ugly when it becomes non-sour (like Sherbat :( )

I started a new game in BioCom on Commando and it's like... so difficult lol. I only got to 15%... then I started over on Normal and WOW it's freaking easy. I breezed through like the first 25% and then just quit because I got tired of playing and I'll prolly sleep soon. I didn't get all the collectibles, though, so that's kindof annoying. I missed one in this one area and didn't feel like going back to it, if I even could, and so I just decided to ignore them. Some of the challenges are annoying (swinging w/ Hiker = not fun) especially The River/The Turn because grenades are hard to hit groups with -_-; Someone ALWAYS moves or the grenade doesn't go how you were expecting it to.

I love Spencey and SuperJoe ♥♥

I think other things have happened, idk. I'm so out of it. My father spent 24 hours at the casino and then didn't go to work tonight either -_-; I'm really starting to wonder if he lost his job or just quit and thinks he can make a living gambling... He goes to the casino almost every night, so IDK if he's going to work afterward or not. Considering that he has to go to work like... 4-5 hours after the time he leaves for casino................... and casino is kinda far............................. T_T it's kinda scary. And of course he never communicates with me about anything unless it somehow benefits him financially or hurts me emotionally, I will never be able to know. Like, seriously, even if I ask him things, he just DOESN'T ANSWER. It doesn't matter what it's about. He either says nothing, says he doesn't know, or continues to make a sarcastic remark. Like I could be on the ground crying and begging for him to please just give a serious answer and he'd still be making jokes.

Anyway, I want to draw but I suck and I'm tired so I think I'm just gonna... sit here. And uh... IDK, do nothing for a bit and then sleep.

I think it was "Finally!" or something like that. I'll go look it up though.

Oh, it didn't have a title, lmao. The content is just:

I finally got LiveJournal!! WHOO! *sigh*

My second entry was called "baka thing" because I used to be a weeaboo.

Anyway, lots of stuffs have happened since my last update!! I don't really feel like explaining everything though. Nothing of major importance or of any change though. Just... various stuffs. Good and bad stuffs. In short:

1. Got Banjo-Kazooie (XBLA version)
2. Went to party thing
3. Was miserable
4. Played Banjo-Kazooie for like 14 hours while at mom's overnight..........
5. Didn't set down the controller or stop playing for those 14 hours... not even bathroom or eating...
6. Sat weird on couch for those 14 hours. Arm STILL hurts. Was 2 nights ago.
7. Cleared everything in BK except for the stupid Jigsaw Maker cheevie.
8. Got Banjo-Tooie (XBLA version). It kinda sucks.
9. Started playing Pet Society. A little green guy named Leonard. My computer gets too laggy when playing it so I fail at all the little minigames like playing with ball, jump rope, frisbee, etc. The screen will freeze and then the game will already be over before I had a chance to click (when it updates...) so I think I won't play it much. But I want to play it... when I get a better computer, I guess.
10. IDK, lol. I stopped typing this entry and then came back and IDK what's going on anymore...

Anyway, BK is really fun. BT is not so fun. BK took me about 18.5 hours to collect everything on my first time through, with no help or guides of course, except for my brother gave me a little hint about finding the last ( gameplay spoilers for BK )

And BTW in restaurant city, I finally got my 7th employee! I hired X because she threw an emo temper tantrum about it even though she also complains about hating facebook games soooooo yeah idk. But I divided the place up into two "bars" because it didn't seem to work well with 4 cooks and 3 servers around a big circle of tables. So now I have each "bar" with one server, one with 3 cooks and one with 2 cooks. This gives me a total of 17 tables (instead of 18, but it was SO slow and so many people left with the 18 tables). I'd much rather have 17 FAST tables than 18 slow ones.

Yeah, IDK, I know I played more games and did more things but I forget. And I feel kinda... mentally exhausted after stressful social awkwardness and Banjo marathon and overall lack of sleep.

So I'm going to go take a shower (much needed!!!) then come out and eat some leftover hotdogs (or sth else if my father wants to cook/buy for me LOL) then I'm going to watch David Gibbons's Banjo-Kazooie speed run for 3 hours. When that is over, it will prolly be around 21:00 so I won't have a lot of time until my father leaves for work (or he may go to the casino again tonight... I mean he goes like 5 nights a week) or something. And then I'll prolly mess with R. City and maybe play Island of Happiness until 22:00. If my bro comes over to hang out/stay the night again, I'll prolly play Tooie for the rest of the night. If not, I kinda want to restart BioCom on normal difficulty and marathon just trying to clear the game. I might get out the official guide with sexy Spencey on the cover and use it to collect the treasures as I go through.

Normally I would do this kind of thing on my own, but this game like... DISCOURAGES it. If you clear an area, you CANNOT GO BACK. You can replay areas that you've cleared in an area replay mode, but it's not part of your main game, so it does not count toward your 100% completion listing on your file. So I guess i could um... have two save files (one for collection and one for "trial"), play trial first, clear an area, save game and quit, replay area in replay mode, find all treasures, start on other save file, play area again, make sure to collect all treasures, get to next area, save game and quit, go back to trial file and start again.

If you're wondering why I don't just search for the treasures before I clear each area, it's because it's UNCLEAR AS TO WHERE THE AREAS END. You could think you are just walking forward or into a tunnel, but then you will suddenly be on the load screen and will have finished the area. I mean it's not actually sudden and it feels fluid, but you don't know if you're going to be clearing an area or not when you get to the end of them. And you could be not thorough enough and miss a treasure and then accidentally go to the next area before finding it. And the game AUTO SAVES when clear an area............................................... T_T

I actually kindof want to do the two save thing now. I could do the trial one on normal and the "real" one on Commando. No, rather, I should do it the other way around??? That way the only difficulty in the commando version would just be clearing the areas -- I wouldn't have to worry about one-hit death from snipers WHILE trying to collect treasures and clear quest objectives...

Or I could just do the two save thing with trial on hard and completion on normal... then save the commando run for when I really want to have a challenge. And then I'll 100% the game in-game and through achievements AND I won't have to ever use a guide o___________o But it is really tedious it seems >_>

Anyway, shower now, then BK run, then IDK what.

( Wasting lots of time O_o )

So, I had a weird dream, but I forget a lot of it. In the first part, there was a big um... event, at like... a school. I mean some school around, but it also wasn't built like any school. Um, anyway, it was like a charity food event thing where you got a plate of food and a soup for $10. And I had to sort my wallet or something so I stepped out of line, and my friends didn't wait with me even though you had to stay in order and couldn't go back up if you got out of line. And also you had to sit in the cafeteria place in the order you were in line. So I ended up sitting by myself.

Then Erin Swisshelm was there and asked to borrow my DS. So I let her and then when I came back to where I was sitting, someone had spilled gravy all over the place (sausage gravy... we were eating biscuits and gravy) and just threw my hat, bag, etc. in it. And I was all depressed. But at least my DS was ok. I spent a long time cleaning off my hat and put it back on. Then I met up with Ellen, my brother, and my friend from Japanese, except for his name was "Micheal" in this. IDK why. I think because I'm supposed to see Micheal Wheatcraft today x_x;

Anyway, so we were leaving, and ran into my dad on the way out. Then we overheard someone yelling and then they called for me. It was my uncles (my dad's brothers) and my mom. My uncles had snuck in without paying just to get free food (and they really do crap like that IRL) but my mom didn't. They were all getting in trouble and called out to me so I could verify that they paid, saying I had watched them pay, because I knew the people running the event and they could trust me. I meant to say that I only saw my mom pay and didn't know about the ohters but accidentally said they all paid.

Then I just left, and the four of us (not my dad) got into Micheal's car, and he was driving like all crazy. I was so scared so I yelled at him and forced him to let me drive. He pulled over and then I was driving. His steering wheel was broken (I guess it was his brother's car, he said) and always was turning left. So they fixed this broom to it that held it in place. The problem was you couldn't see around it. No matter what I did, I could only see like... tiny little areas of the view out of the window and was running lights and etc. And the brakes did not work very well and I could never seem to stop properly (it's been a LONG time since I had a scary driving dream O_o) So I finally took the broom off and could see, but I had to make sure I was not constantly turning left. And the brakes were still really bad and I almost hit a million people and I still was running lights. Eventually we went flying into the other lane (on interstate, over the wall...) and all kinds of crazy crap, and then we ended up downtown. No one seemed to know where we were but we were walking around and there were lots of people.

For some reason I felt good because I was wearing pink fancy stuff and looked fab. Anyway, so we all kindof knew where we were but not really, and so I said if I could look at a map I could easily find out exactly where we were and get us home. But everyone else said I was stupid and wouldn't let me look at a map even though it was right there in front of us.

Then I woke up O_o

Yesterday I played a lot of Restaurant City (no, srsly, like all day...) while playing other games since all you do in R. City is like... sit and watch it go most of the time) and I played a couple more days in AnWL but nothing particularly special happened. I got to pick all my potatoes and strawberries, or whatever it was I had growing. I also sold some stuff to Van, and I found out that if you make a little shop stall when he's supposed to come, he'll sit and wait for you to move, but if you don't for a while, he just LEAVES and goes to Romana's Villa. But he WILL come back and set up shop at around 5:30PM even though he leaves at 6PM

In R. City, I am now level 12 and still need BREAD. BREAD BREAD BREAD. I wish I knew more people who played this game :( on my friends list, there is seriously like 5 players, and only 2 are active. T_T

I also played Persona 4 more -- I went back into ******'s Castle and died again -_-; And then I decided I was just going to get a couple Personas for fusion, come out, and just LEAVE. So I got the ones I wanted, and I was leveling up Angel to get her to level 5 or whatever to learn Hama. Well, right when she learned it, I had just gotten to floor 5, which ended up being the boss floor. I decided I'd just run a little ahead and fight the boss. Well, that's not how it worked -- it was a big floor and you get warped around and lost and stuff. So I ended up dying again (My MC was out of SP at this point, too...)

So, yeah, TWO MORE DEATHS IN THIS FREAKING GAME. So I'm kinda annoyed XZD But it's my fault every time. I keep pushing and trying to accomplish more than I can handle. I guess it's not reasonable to level up many personas and fuse good ones and get to the end of the dungeon on the first first run.

I also played Bird & Beans and got a new high score! It's like 48k or something. IDK what it is exactly because my DSi is in the other room and I don't really care right now what the exact score is lmao. I'll post it later I guess.

I had the DSi out because I started a new file in Stylus Harvest Moon. OMG that game is crappy T_T but I got through pretty much all of the first Spring. I am wooing Natalie and Julia well, and Lanna just moved in so I am gonna start giving her fish. I have two chickens named Sarah and Nano, and Nano gives eggs every day (I bought her -- Sarah was the chick that I got from Taro) and I give the eggs to Julia. I spend most of my time fishing. I hope the restaurant opens up soon. I've passed out twice from hunger. I didn't even KNOW you could pass out from hunger in this game! I never let it drain all the way when I played before, and once I got the restaurant, it was no worry at all. But I'm getting sick of waking up at noon every day just because I'm hungry.

I think I mentioned this earlier, but I also played Platinum a little bit. Caught a Nosepass in Mt Coronet and then gave him a rare candy, working toward collecting as many as I can without trading. I don't feel like climbing Mt Coronet even though it means seeing sexy charas like Cyrus and Giratina. It just is ... such an effort... but I want to clear the game so I can try to work on using Pokéradar to catch shiny Vulpixes for me and X. And I just want to train some good pokes, and maybe finally finish PokéBattleRev and get the cool stuff you can get from it.

Today I am going to my mother's for Independence Day. We are having a cookout. Yesterday was a cloudy day and it was cool outside and no sun. It really was uplifting. I really like 'gloomy' days like this. I wish all of summer could be this all the time. Well, except not because summer crops would suffer a lot.

Anyway, I am going to get HOT DOGSSSSS today. Sadly I am sitting around and worrying about what I should wear... even though it's just going to be me and my mother and my brother and like a couple other people that I don't even really know. And Micheal Wheatcraft. And on top of that, it's not like I own a large variety of clothes or even any good-looking ones, so it just boils down to which game T-Shirt I will wear LOLOL So, um, yeah, lol.

I actually want to wear my loong-sleeved Eva shirt, because even though I don't care about Eva at all anymore, I looooooooove that shirt. I also kinda want to wear DKC2 shirt with Sly Cooper shirt over it, because I'm really comfortable in that, but I feel it might be too hot.

My dad just came home and started doing laundry. Guess I can't wear anything that's dirty now LOL. Well, I could just wear it while it's dirty................. lol >_>

But yeah, I guess that is about it... I want to eat hot dogs and such, but I'm not really in the mood for dealing with other people. But then again, I'm NEVER in that mood, so I guess it can't be helped. Plus hot dogs are really good >_>

I'm going to wear grey work socks.

OK THE END

Okay, well, I started Persona 4. On the first day I was able to go into a dungeon, I seriously spent like 2 hours in there exploring, welcoming Personas, leveling up Personas, leaving to fuse them...

And I needed like... 100 more EXP for a level up and then I'd be able to fuse Archangel, so I was like YAY COOL THAT'S EASY and just continued from Floor 5 in ******'s Castle, and decided I'd just run back down to the entrance...

Very first fight I got into was some insane mustache king thingy that like summoned allies that could do like 40-60 damage with ONE ATTACK. And it took me seriously like 4 attacks to kill them, and like 6-7 to kill the King thingy. By the time I killed the king thing and one of the minions, everyone was drained of SP and had seriously like 10 HP left each -_-; And two of them were knocked down.

So yeah, I DIED. I was sooooooooo freaking mad. And I was getting annoyed that the game was too easy, too, but ... I didn't want THAT lol. And I tried to escape but I didn't realize escape didn't work like P3, so I wasn't able to escape :(

So yeah IDK when I'm gonna play again. Frustrated.

Ummmmm this is being stupid. I hate Chrome sometimes.

ANYWAY PS I LOVE CHIE

After an 8.5 hour marathon, I cleared Persona 3!! Wow. I can't believe it's finally over! That game certainly was a trip. I really loved it! The ending kinda made me o_o because it focused on certain things, and yeah. Just wasn't expecting that. LOL trying not have any spoilers. Well, it's inevitable, so I'll just put it under a cut:

( SUPER ULTRA P3 SPOILERS )

I had a dream that I lived in this like... steampunk world, and me and Dels were the bestest of friends that lived there. We always went on adventures and stuff and like, we knew all the trails in the whole country and were always exploring. There was this shop that doubled as a house, and we found this secret attic in it. When we found it, we thought that the people who owned the shop and lived there probably didn't know anything about it, so we made a hideout in the attic and would hang out there. We even had a bed and a TV. We normally wouldn't be there when people were in the shop, but we fell asleep there and then they saw us turn a light on. Turns out they actually knew about the attic. One of the kids started yelling to his mom and we had to find a way to get out or hide. That's when I woke up though.

The dream was actually longer b/c there was a lot of exploring on trails and stuff. And we also had a pet that was like... kindof like a baby tiger.

Spent all night playing, and...



#8 in the global, all-time rankings for Lip Gloss on Co-op.

I've ranked well under #25,000 on my first try on some songs, so there are a lot of people playing this game out there in the world O_o Lip Gloss might be a US-only track, though, IDK. Even still, I'm in the TOP 10. I've never been in the top 10 on any leaderboard or anything before o_o

I did get in the top 30 in the weekly for Pac-Man championship edition, but I only got in there right when the new week started and it's only a weekly LMAO. By the end of the week I was like 50-something.

I'm also in the top 100 for some other song. I forget what it was though. (I was like... 98th... lol)

I should've written down the Lip Gloss score before turning the thing off (it's not that number by that glowy ball... that's just something else... as you can see it's not ordered by that...) Well actually the xbox locked up somehow O_o I think it was Lips though, not the xbox. Anyway, I think I had over 7,000,000 points... actually I think I had 8,000,000 points. I don't really know X_x;

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Copied from somewhere else I posted it:

OH YOU GUYS I HAD THE COOLEST DREAM.

It was like in this kinda futuristic setting and the world was at war between races. Like we pretty much looked the same, but the other race was kinda like... a slightly different form of human. They were in general bigger and stronger, but also dumber. They also had better weapons because they were richer and enslaved humans to make them (too bad no Tony Starks came out of that). But humans had regained control of Magick from the old days.

I was a human and I got stranded on this island with my partner (we were like secret agent type ppls) where the only thing there was a giant compound for human prisoners which was underground, and on top was a big office/aparments complex for the non-humans.

We had all this cool gear like guns and stuff, but no laser guns (the enemies all had them, and they were MUCH more powerful and accurate). My pal was EXCEPTIONALLY strong for a human (though kinda slow... so I guess like the non-humans LOL) and I was very weak but I was one of the few humans who had mastered healing magic.

So we were like infiltrating this place to try to find some way to get out and free some people. I got shot in the leg and could no longer walk. We ended up being taken captive and put with a football team that they had captured. They made the football team play against their own football team, but they didn't feed them and would beat them and stuff so they were really crappy and always lost (and when they lost, they got punished by not being able to eat and got hit and stuff). They made me and my partner be like... managers.

Once before a game, we were trying to escape again and met this cool girl who reminded me kindof like a mix between Samus Aran and Lara Croft. And she was like... slim and fast and good with weapons. But maybe a little too jaded/badass for her own good. Anyway she wasn't very helpful though she was on our side. She seemed to have her own agenda though.

We eventually found this passage into a place we had never seen before which was dark and scary. The girl left us because she seemed to know what it was like down there, and I was tired and my partner was helping me walk (I was like... super fragile). I ended up getting shot in the leg and lost my ability to walk. I used my healing magic in front of a bunch of the non-humans and they were scared of it. I told them that I could only repair the flesh and stop the pain, but my leg was still permanently damaged. And I tried to convince them that if they were friends with the humans we could ALL use magic and technology and it would be both peaceful and beneficial for everyone. They just threw us back with the football team and we had to walk around and they didn't give me any help and I had to walk on my broken leg and was like dying.

Then I woke up.

It was a really fun dream XZDDD

So, I'm playing AnWL right now. My kid is SO emo that I took some screencaps. Then I ended up taking a bunch more. ( Read more... )

And I got to Chapter 5 :) JOURNEYYYYYY

Here's the opening. Spoilers, of course. Well, actually not really. Other than knowing that your son gets older, which should be obvious (lol), it doesn't really spoil anything. I also get my milk processing room thingy in this video!



I need a Pony icon.

Today was a festival. I wanted to go but I didn't want to go alone and didn't want to go with anyone >_> Plus I've been depressive and not sleeping/sleeping all messed up so I didn't wake up until like 10pm...

Soooooo sometimes when I am feeling down I start spending a lot of money. I just ordered a pizza and bid on Sonic Adventure 2 Battle, We Cheer, Wonderful Life SE, and Sonic Unleashed (and almost bought Street Fighter IV). X_X One step away from getting a means of transportation... >_>

Oh well. I'll prolly lose all four auctions ('cept maybe not sonic adventure 2, and I REALLY want that game) as I only put minimum bids, and none of them were more than $10 incl shipping except for sonic adventure 2 I put $15 (but it's only at $10 and ending soon)

I deleted what was previously here.

Anyway:

http://cgi.ebay.com/PS-PSX-TOKIMEKI-MEMORIAL-2-JP-IMPORT-JAPAN-KONAMI_W0QQitemZ230347940563QQcmdZViewItemQQptZVideo_Games_Games?hash=item35a1cea2d3&_trksid=p3286.m20.l1116

*_*

My friend said she had never seen Monster Rancher games before so I decided to pull my copy of Monster Rancher 2 out and make some videos for her. I ended up playing for quite a while. I heard you could get a Worm from Jade Cocoon of all things, so I tried it out and got some ugly pink think (I named it X LOLOL). Then I tried TAIL OF THE SUN, which was supposed to have Worm on it, too. Then I found out that you can't get Worm until you go to that like... multicontinent thing. So I just pulled X out and started training it.

It kinda sucks but is C rank at least. I like its mustache. It's got a green mustache. It's like those standup mustache cats that breathe fire after drinking sake, but mixed with mochi. It's like... really ugly. But mustache.

And I think I'm just going to stop trying to raise it and just ender D-rank battles to get money so I can start on a better monster next time. I can't compete in C class at ALL. But IDK if I'll actually continue playing MR O_o I want to um... get an Arrowhead and raise that.

It makes me sad when people hate things and talk about it in a way such that anyone who likes it must be an idiot or have no taste or etc. This makes me sad because I usually like it, or if not, I can understand liking it, so it makes me feel like an idiot with no taste. And I don't really enjoy feeling worthless. But I guess that is how I talk about Tail of the Sun. And probably other games like Super Mario Galaxy. But I guess I didn't really think of that until now. So I will do my best to never say stuff like that again. I mean I can see the appeal in Super Mario Galaxy (not TotS though O_o).

Anyway, I am hungry and like... feeling randomly miserable. I've been able to um... lighten it/ignore it, but I can't really shake it. It's annoying because usually my moods are really fast and I only get depressed for like... one night or something. But I've felt terrible all of today, and even when I was hanging with friends it was in the back of my mind, and it started like... last night (as in like... two nights ago... IDK my sleep is weird and IDK how to describe things). And I'm still feeling like this now and I'm worried I'll feel bad tomorrow, too.

IDK what I will eat. I feel like eating tortilla chips but that is not really a meal. But I really want to eat some. I guess I can eat them and make some sandwhiches or something. Or have corn flakes. But cereal is not all that good to eat while hungry for me. IDK. I kindof want to just not eat even though I'm hungry. I haven't felt like eating at all recently, except for volcano burrito because it's new and I love trying foods I haven't tried before.

That is another thing that really bothers me. It almost disgusts me when people refuse to try something new when it will in no way harm them. Like, when they won't nibble at a food or take a sip of a drink they haven't tried before and claim that they are "not hungry" or "I don't really like _____" or something. It's not really a good enough reason... and even if it has an ingredient that you don't like, the overall thing can taste very different. I mean cake does not taste like eggs... and I'm sure I could find MANY MANY people who like cake and don't like eggs (and even the other way around). And two of the same food made different ways can be very very different. I think it's impossible to have a definite opinion on lasagna, for example, because it is so different every time I have it. And there are lasagnas I don't like at all and ones I love. So I can't really say "I like lasagna" because it isn't fully true.

Or when someone is doing nothing at all but being lazy but will not try a game or something simple that requires almost no effort at all. I mean I can understand not feeling like getting into something, but when it's something that will take a very short time and use very little effort... I can't really see why you wouldn't just try it.

So people who don't try things... that is really a pet peeve of mine. Especially because I love to try things. Even if I have had 100 foods from one restaurant and hated them all, if I had the chance to try their 101th food I would still try it. And I just realized I said 101th. LOL it's like Rune Factory and everyone saying 2th. It's like tooth.

Anyway rant rant. I don't like to rant about other people anymore. Ranting about things or events or something is one thing, but I try my best not to rant about qualities other people have. But that is one that bothers me more than anything. When someone is around me and refusing to try something I almost want to like... tie them up and force them to do whatever it is. Or just punch them really hard until they do it. I kindof lose a lot of respect for them. I guess it's such a small thing and that makes me really shallow, but I really just can't stand it... it makes absolutely no sense to me, and when someone does it it just makes me view them as closed-minded, stubborn, and ridiculous.

But I guess most people are those things. Including me, just not about trying new things or something.

Sigh sigh sigh. Ranting doesn't really make me feel better... it really makes me feel worse. I don't know why people do it so much. I don't really understand why people love hating and complaining and stuff. It's weird because all I do is complain about how my life sucks woe is me, but I don't enjoy it. I just... get so upset about it that talking about it helps me cope. But it's not like it's fun to complain.

But I really don't understand how I used to be like that. I mean I read my old journals and like think about how I used to act. All I ever did was just talk about how things were stupid, other people were stupid... constantly judging and hating. And like, now I don't even understand how people can live like that. I guess I stopped judging and hating everything and just started fearing everything and became intimidated by everything.

Or something. IDK, I'm just broken.

I go eats now.

imeem

just because I don't really use anything else O_o I often just find stuff on youtube, too.

got/played LIPS. It just hands you cheevies like no other. But it's kinda hard. To get the best scores in a song, you have to have someone else mashing buttons on the 360 controller the whole time. Kinda annoying. Music you've added from your hard drive or whatever obnoxiously mixes in with all your "real" lips songs... kinda annoying that way, too.

Overall very fun. Challenging. LIP GLOSS

1. I want this. It seems to be the best Monster Rancher game, and it's like $110 on Amazon new, but there are a couple complete copies on ebay. Oh well. I can get a Dalmy for under 20, and they even have local pickup where I used to live o_o! I mean, it's free shipping anyway, that's just neat.

2. Thanks for the comments on previous post. I know I haven't responded yet, but I've read them.

3. Still feeling pretty miserable. I am going to hang out w/ the usuals tonight so I'm sure I'll feel much better afterward. Hopefully. I'm being forced to go to SnS. I don't mind going to be social but it means I'll either have to eat gross food or maybe just not eat. Either way my hopes of getting the new volcano burrito are shot. Unless Joe wants to go.

4. Possibly getting LIPS today. But I kinda don't want to buy it if only two of us are going in on it, which is what it looks like. I'd rather just pay for it all myself than make someone else pay for half. I was originally going to pay 1/2 and then everyone else pay 1/6. But now it's just me and X, so...

5. Kidnof want to drag out the GameCube and hook it up in the office. Then I don't have to use the Wii to play GCN games (which is VERY nice b/c I hate playing GCN games on Wii). I wish I had a WaveBird. Anyway, been really wanting to play Another Wonderful Life.

6. Before getting all crappy last night, I played Persona 3 ( Spoilery ) Hopefully will play more like... tomorrow or sth, IDK. Or actually when everyone stops hanging out w/ me -- I'm always up much later than everyone else.

7. Joe is baking cookies. IDK, that's funny.

8. ( I guess TMI. )

9. The only DS that was good all around was the original. The DSLite had crappy buttons and sound. The DSi has superior buttons but the sound sucks now and the battery life is miserable. Sure, the old DS's brightness sucks compared to the new ones, but when it came out it was great, and better than the GBASP. The only thing new DS's really have over the original is brightness. And TBQH that's the least important thing. Though I do like the DSi's buttons, it's not as comfortable to hold as the old DS :\

10. If I was rich I'd buy one of these "packages" just because I think that idea is really funny. Except for a lot of them have like... drinking or drugs or something in them.